trying to be back 0on neocities, i missed coding and i miss it being an outlet. i feel like its hard for me to draw, i dont finish or im not happy with what im mak9ing. im not inspired or moptivated. idk im on my meds more. less anxious. im not sure how to make this website beutiful but i want to try. might even start posting my art on here. my writings really disconnected. sorry. im more aware when i doomscroll. when im mindlessly consuming cvontent. thats another reason i wanted to be back here. i have to make it. and theres an achievable level of skill. i feel digital art is maybe too abstarct for me but i still want to do it. i need to accept that i can love something and be bad at it.